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Monday, November 16, 2009
Courage ,
现在张锦丽很开心。 Because i just finish playing sims for 2 hours (: And it got me away from reality for two hours , Feeel so WOOOOHOOOO ! :D hahhas , This week's gonna be a busy weeek . Tomorrow , go rp for briefing for health conference at 4.30 then needa rush back school for netball traing . Then wednesday , go rp for concurrent session ? till 3 plus ba . then free time , next day go back rp for the booth for cf there , till 5 . And after that mrs teo treating us to something good ? Hhahahahs ! :D But i'll be missing training on that day , and finally ! Friday free day :D Saturday training till 12 , then might be going sentosa again , heard that there'll be pickups , going to watch ! :D hahahs , or maybe just go enjoy myself . P.S Regina's afraid of putting braces ): How ?
6:22 AM
Yours truly.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
重来。
 走进回忆的安排 一幕一幕的对白 上演我们的未来 期待原来是一种伤害 Sembawang Primary changed alot ! And the things there were damn expensive ): Wanted to eat lots of stuff but they were not sold on that day . Sad case , When back and found out Mrs toh issnt teaching anymore , D; I wanted to see her badly , i miss her alot . Hmmms , so many new teachers whom i dont know . & Yea so many things change new paint . Didnt went back to classroom , even when i wanted to go badly . So many people grew much taller ! :D hahahs , Family day carnival wasnt as fun as how it used to be , I prefer the fdc last time :D Yea , i stepped in the schoool and so lots of memories flash back . Primary 1 . Hahhas ! I remember teacher ask me questions i would just stare back at her . And there will always be a moment of awkward silence . I dont talk much , and i used to me veryvery stupid . I dont even know what is pass and fail . When i got back my results for exams , i saw 40+ i was like " OMG , I Score so high , hahhas , still run go and show my mother . so happy . Cause last time count until 20 plus very big already , thats why i think 40+ very high , hahahs . And teacher wrote in my report book , saying that i need to talk more in class . Hahahas ! Primary 2 . I got better , atleast i passed my exams . I also started to talk more . Primary 3 . I got into a not so good class , 3e . considered on of the last few ? Parents were very unhappy , kept nagging at me bout my results , i became more chatty as years passed . I pushed myself real hard . Manage to get into the second best class :D . Primary 4 , Whole new environment , new classmates . Some of them i knew before i got in that class though . Made friends , they were quite friendly except for some of them . Result improved again . Primary 5 , Promoted to primary 5a , yea the first class . Still studying hard , at that time i still dk what is love and infactuation yet , and ya . Alot of compeitition , but i still manage to cope . Didnt really like that mothertongue teacher at that time though , she was really fierce . & the homework she gave was like , just alot only . Hahahs . Primary 6 , 6a , i remained at the a class . Phew , hahas , same mothertongue teacher ): stress stress ! ahahas , started to have some feelings . And yea , i got into a relationship . Started to get rebellious , cause no matter how much i improve . My parents doesnt seem to be satisfied , i thought , it was useless to work so hard . My results drop , alot . from 80+ to fail ? or maybe just borderline pass . Worst it was the Psle year . Many things happened , quarrels with family . yea , but he was there . My everything , Days before psle . I woke up and started to study real hard . Last day of school , i couldnt bear to leave there , but i also couldnt see how's secondary school life like . These memories are really precious to me , please dont make me forget them . And now im in secondary 2 , next year 3 . Time pass so fast , i realise what the mothertongue teacher did at that time was really useful , Thanks ! :D She couldnt remember me anymore . HAHAHAS ! I talk to her and all she says is hihi , Lols ! But i hope you dont forget me , (: & I'll be going to hardcourt later ! yeeeheee , so long never throw disc already . See ya people . 现在我只想 , 回到最初的时候 张锦丽。:D
9:21 PM
Yours truly.
Friday, November 13, 2009
 给我 安全感, Oh and i got in E3 !! Haahhas , expected that . It was my first choice (: My moood now is :D , only janessa knows why . Damn hapy luh , yesterday was crazy man , Trainings at kallang in the morning -.- Damn sunny atfirst , then suddenly drizzle . Next it was Freaking hot , Cool or what ? Just only lor , training ended showered then went queensway with byrna to change my dad's slipper , wrong size . Took bus there from kallang , Long journey . Chatted bout lots of stuff , so confusing . Hahahas , reached there and there were lots of dark clouds . walked to the traffic light and it was drizzling , thn while waiting for the green man to light up . Holy mama ! It rain damn heavily . & we "bath" again . That trafic light damn long i tell you , There was a kind man share his umbrella with us :D Awwww so goood right , Reach the doors and we were drenched -- Dry our hair , and went in ! Waaaaaaaa just cold only lor inside . Heng hor heng hor , Sps carnival tomorrow YES ! :D WAHAHAHS , Damn excited one . Sps ftw ~!
6:18 AM
Yours truly.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Tears welling .
 Take me there , I worry too much . Maybe its not i worry too much , fact is im not good enough . Just too much , i aint good enough to be in this family of mind . I'm not a good daughter , To them i dont score well in my studies , my attitude suck . All i know is go for trainings , and the worst part is i dont do well even when i go for so many trainings . But do they understand me too ? I want to share quality time with them . I want to talk to them about anything , my problems . How i feel . Talk to them bout any cute guys i come to see . Do well in studies to make them proud . And no i've done none of them . Yea bad daughter .
7:56 AM
Yours truly.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Bitter sweet .
 Weeeeeeeeee ! Finally submitted the class i prefer to go for next year . Phew , like finally . Secondary schoool life passed so fast , new year was like just a few months ago . Time really flies . Lols , and we are getting older and older . Changing skirt next year ! Damn excited ! OHOHOH ! I wonder how i will look man ? Cute ? Lols , just kidding . >.< We'll be taking class photo tomorrow , Im so going to be my camera to take other photos . As in personal one , that i'll keep (: hahhas ! :D I starting to miss alot of things already . I'll miss joel and his jokes , Cheerful guy ! :D I'll miss many other classmates too . Hopefully , they'll miss me too ! (: hhahas , this year is a very happening year . I started to play frisbee . Started to like the time spent with my classmates . Felt very happy with them , Made new friends . Streaming , got into different class . Choosing of the subjects and manymany more . Lets cherish tomorrow ! ♥ &I'm gonna show you all my losuy result . Overall Math - F9 Hist - E8 Sci - C5 Geog - C5 Lit - B4 Hcl - B4 Art - B4 DNT - B3 HE - A2 El - A2 Cl -A1
Hmmms , I admit i did badly . No lessons today , Really relaxing . Hahahs , but i was very tired so just kept on sleeeping and sleeping and sleeeping . I even slept on top of the table cause the tables were all pushed to the side , Hahahas . Damn comfortable . And Netball training resumed today , My passes were like SHIT ! Sorry , i needa work on it . & my legs are aching terribly . Sorry for th very inconsistent blogging too . I seriously have nothing to blog about . ROCK ON 2E2 .
6:16 AM
Yours truly.
Monday, October 19, 2009
What is this feeling ?
 Random post here people ! (: Eoy is ending with art paper tomorrow ! Three cheers :D Yes holidays are coming , so is the australia trip ! <3> I'm feeeling kinda troubled now , with lots of thoughts in my mind . So confusing . Seriously , needa get away . I need to stop procastinating and do the things that are NEED to be done . Hmmms , but first i needa figure out how . I'm getting kinda tired with blogger , maybe i'll try using livejournal or onsugar . Hahahas , when im free . And im kinda crazy over yellow right now ! Yellow Yellow Yellow ! :D LOLS . But still i dont really like bananas , Hahs ! I want to have so many things right now , but ya . Iknow its impossible .
I want to have quality time with my family . like how we used to be . I want to concentrate on my studies well . I want to excell in both netball and frisbee . I want to be happy . I want more trust . I want more honesty . I want more care from my family . I want to be strong . I need a hug .
I never left from th start . I was always there maybe , it's because you all couldnt see me . Cause sometimes , i'll feel neglected too .
Today, yellow roses signify friendship, joy, gladness and freedom, the promise of a new beginning. Send yellow roses to brighten up someone's day; to congratulate your friends and loved ones during Joyous occasions.
8:01 AM
Yours truly.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
#300 post
 I kept repeating and repeating the things you've said . Ohman ohman ! I'm damn happy ! Got jerseys today ! Woooooohoooooo , Chio bu lai de (: Yeeeheeeeeee #73 ftw ! Higher mothertongue paper tomorrow , how great ? So worried bout my results luh ! So stress , but im still not studying properly ! How ? post more next time ,
6:28 AM
Yours truly.
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